My favorite time of year has finally arrived....fall. Who would have guessed with the extremely HOT weather we had Labor Day weekend, but then the temperature dropped quite suddenly later this week. So anyway, the leaves are slowly starting to change colors. I should be really happy and excited about that, but yet...I'm not too happy an excited. I received news today that Aunt Carol isn't doing so well. She is currently in the hospital and will be coming home on Monday. The doctor has given her less than six months to live. They are also stopping on her chemo because it isn't working. I am very sad about that! I just don't understand why life has to be so cruel sometimes. I also sit back here in my chair while I type this and think to myself.....why did I have to be so stubborn for the last 10 years and not talk to her. To be honest, I can't even remember why I was mad in the first place and now I feel like I have to cram 10 years missed into the next six months. Ridiculous! I hate that about life. I know there are bigger plans for us, but still...what the hell is wrong with having the plan last a little longer here? Then again, who am I to ask such a silly question. It's God's plan...he can do whatever he wants and we love him for that! Keep praying...maybe there will be a miracle. Anyway, I'm gonna end this...I have to work at midnight, but right now I have a chance to go see Kamryn!
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Harland, I read your blog so don't stop blogging! I have a lot of people that read my blog that don't comment. Including your wife! Keep up the good work! I will pray for your aunt.
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